I have to say that for us when it rains it pours. To give you a little idea of what I mean. When Thomas and I got married we were both doing worship team, junior high, and I was the missions coordinator for our college group, oh yeah and my dad was deployed in Iraq. When we were having our first child we were buying a house, got into 2 car accidents and my aunt passed away. Now our life consists of loosing a job, selling our house and my son is in the hospital trying to figure out why he threw up so much blood.
I know that through all these circumstances God is growing our trust in him and growing my love and appreciation for my children. How do I handle so much all at once with my anxiety issues? Trust in the Lord and he will renew my strength. He has promised me that I will run and not grow weary if I put my trust in him.
I want to thank everyone for all your prayers and support during this time. An update on Seth: they put him under and put a camera down his throat to see if there was anything and they said it looked fine. Still not too sure what caused him to throw up all that blood. He is sleeping and they said we should be allowed to leave by tonight. The doctors are asking the sinus doctors if they want to do any tests so not sure if they want to yet. Another blessing from the lord is our health insurance is still active for another month which helps that money won't have to be a concern in all this too. I just keep telling myself that God keeps closing doors so that he can open new ones. I pray our path is ordained by God and his will is active in our lives.
For all that dont know Thomas and I are looking at possibly moving to Montana. We want to get out of liberal California and move somewhere with a slower pace of life. Thomas has family there, but we will need a job. But like I said we want Gods will to be done. We are just taking it one step at a time and seeing where it leads us. And everyone who wants is welcome to move with us. :)
